Wednesday, October 13, 2004

comm skills test.de paper was like...whoa...so much questions n tried my best to do it. phew..anyway.its done up. raining weather and stayed up all day, read a book to occupy myself till dawn. pissing off matters arise n some seems absurd to be even bother cos they are sooo stupidity dumb. getting straight to it seems pointless to them as they can't feel the part of you that u are feelin within so wat's the bother up for?? no one really bothers up to care the entire world or their races even if they are beside them. for the exceptional - the 1 or 2 out of 10, the great souls in which touch the millions out there to be a better self...n properly i've one who juz told me. live in a simple life, friends, mother nature n etc. hey..i'm grateful for ya even thou it doesn't relate to wat i'm refer earlier on.

another thing tt pisses n further more its disturbing.. is y does ppl always have empty promises? it occurs so many times and this time i could feel that my head had blown off. apologising is one way but its not like always repeating the same thing over n over again without fail or giving the fact u can't call. this is crazy n i'm starting to lost trust. i can't concentrate on anything n everything due to the fact that they are like that. its so constant as i felt it. dun you ever??? stop telling me that you can't call due to this and that and leaving me juz a simple msg saying you had something on or watever that is in ya packof lies. sometimes i have to stay up late hours after hours, for that damn call/sms of yours and in return, how grateful u've been telling me that u CAN'T call and in the worst scenario..by msging me that u talk to me de next day or so watever. i had enough. n i tend to pull myself slowly away fm you cos i hate it..de feelin that you gave. damn it. n get a life of your own. dun blame me for being a off turner to ya cos it was you who make me treat ya like this. know that this feelin sux n nobodys like to wait like a bloody fool up for ya bloody call. this is ridiculous..totally absurd. n get it down straight.


.EstRella.
@ 23:46