Fashion Red

Thursday, November 25, 2004

thou many hours has passed on n despite de pains i had eariler on..i still went down to meet * without showin much facial n knowing somehow or rather i'll properly juz pull through. in de lift..i was wondering..having no idea in mind wat's/how's * gonna say. at a far dist, i noticed there's a letter right beside * where * sat . i sat beside * n asked wat's going on n * gave me a letter to read n went off to get a drink. my heart was kinda pondering wat's is it all abt?? honestly speaking..i was on de verge of tearing after the whole readin. some words in there juz left me with a scar or properly i would say the letter factly. i'll still denied to u for de matter of fact even if you asked me i'm ok a not. after u left..i was hanging ard myself in my neigbourhood..i wish i gotten my licence soon n drove to where i could juz buried my tears there. i'm lost up in everything..properly ya might be right in saying things tt i am. properly not. i'm ain't sure. sometimes...i juz feel so fucked up but i didn't want to juz mess things up so i juz let things be. i dunno where we are heading to..properly i was wrong n at fault n maybe went off to ya limits??? i guess sorting n leaving each other sometime away would seem a better choice. i've told u wat i want to say earlier on hence no furher things will be spoken out fm me again. i've highligted my points out clearly. i do have things tt i ain't happy abt but i guess ya done a earlier job than me. i guess i'll have to pour it to where de place tt takes me to. there's no pt i would continue here..i guess fates leads us to but i wan u to know tt ya someone who matters to me no matter wat u are..wat u might be..or de hurts n damages tt causes in between. u r unique n special in every ways n every enlightment u light on simply brightns me up. thank you. even if our friendship doesn't/couldn't be continued...know tt i cherish u n a memory will be deeply in my heart.

.EstRella.
@ 01:30