Friday, December 10, 2004

another day yet to start out.it was pretty much all rite and nowadays, i guess i wouldn't be worrying abt the classes i'm going to take except the part for remembering de kids name which sometimes really got me into embrassment whenever i (tend to) forget their names.met a couple of cool frenz over the past few wks in my working environment.[cherine.fana.adeline]de new leads are leading and its cool.i kinda miss leading bits esp when sch reopening and no longer in de wkdays classes.next step is de older kids..2more wks to go.yoohoo..in de noon met up with cs n hey hey..congrats on ya driving licence man.sry tt i forgotten to congrat ya juz now!!heh..ya driving is pretty steady n thanks for driving me up to cp pt.met up with joe for lunch n had wat its like steamboat fish n it was really nice.had godiva..yum yumz.man..its melting!!drools* went back after tt in which i felt lousy as i was walking back home..i felt i was going to collaspe anytime soon.my body started to get heated up n thus i took sometime to get back.on de way..got this unknown guy kept talking to me n thus in de end i have to climb up the stairs to reach my house. i was kinda afraid to let him know where de hell i'm staying so stairs was de only solution. damn..sickening!! speaking of guys, my gfs was calling me up juz. its all abt the guys!! to my gfs...i know its kinda hard to let go de guys which plays a part in our/your life. de things i heard was pretty much of wat i tot of them as bastards n damn i really feel that.dun let them cheat the hell out of ya n learning this n from my own experience, i'm starting to lose faith.had enough of your nonsenses n get a life.man...wat the hell are you thinking guys?? play in our part of lifes n thus screwing us out n left without a word. its sooo fucking hell.girls...pls..for god sake, forget them.they are causing you hurts, leading ya into depression for everything in ya whole good life.there's someone better den them.a whole loads.forgetting them is de biggest part of role ya got to take..time heals i believe.watever happens, dun do silly stuffs for them. its not worth neither would they even bother abt how much u love them or live up.

sorry to the dudes who are reading this. it doesn't mean you but referring to those bastards out there n damn..u jolly know who u r.


.EstRella.
@ 22:29