Wednesday, December 08, 2004

something within seems missing.its de feelin of de past.gotten no idea why it juz laid off like this till now.the calls, the sms, the voice, the chill out, the company...etc.maybe each n every of us do have to go our own ways.thou being upset seems to be one of wat human nature tends to feel but time will heal n till den properly no more of a use but memories left.its hurts.sometimes i wonder does ppl or u read abt de bloggings one blogges it?it makes me wonder at times.wonder everything tt seems like these.wonder does ppl tend to be jealous at times n y wasn't it spoken out n thus leavnig one person wondering n thinking why is it so.sometimes the feelings within juz seems horrible n i wonder does anyone feel it so?maybe everyone does have a different scene but the feeling there would somehow range more or less the same.its been sometimes since hearing the sound of my smses.sometimes i wonder why one wouldn't take the initiative or doesn't they have the initiative to do it?i'm tired of everything to try n try again thus seeing there no end to it...i'm tired n very of the long waiting.is this how it ends?even for friendship sake or relationship base?n that's very sick!!

--hope is a walking dream--


.EstRella.
@ 11:48