Wednesday, July 12, 2006

i know there's no use pondering what i've make through the call earlier but my mind runs through so fast like a snip of it that i could barely catch up anymore.i know that the truth is always one thing to justify it and it slaps hard enough but i barely could face such sudden truth now.time is always ticking through, the card that i'm holding are tears of saddness and sorrows.i do not know what can i do nor what can i help through this period of time and much regretted that i din afford my time to visit her.to be strong and upright abt this whole matter really takes a lot to pick oneself up.the homecooked she made whenever i'm there, the pamperish she pour on me. i once remembered izah told me that she treated me like her own ..tt day within me jus felt something in which i could not explain but sadly, we couldn't understand each lauguage and both of us spoke a lauguage of hand signs which seems rather funny but somehow, this has brought us closer to each other. it's hard losing someone dear in my life.i do not want to lose her neither do i want to see her suffering right in there.i pray the good lord will bless her through this battle.

life is so short, so fragile and so unexpectly unpredicable.cherish ur love ones ppl.we never know when the times comes..or probably when will the pain strikes.

.EstRella.
@ 15:39