barzard

2006-08-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

wkends been great..
on fri we head off to esplanade for caracal gig, wgb[westgrandboulevard] and another band.can't rem'ber the name thou..enjoyed every beat of it and daphae voice is soo sweet.its like all the honey bees buzzing.sid was a little shy getting up close to get her autograph..silly sid.great nite but was bash up as the last few nights was going through my proj.slept through my journey til back home.
sat was mambo time..ali girl and i were pretty high at almost every class..we dance and sang like nobody business..esp de bobs class.we went a little wild.haha.tiny bubbles session and this time round i wasn't the one blowing it:)teehee..sat down with the kids and enjoy being surrounded by the bubbles with all the tiny peaks of thingy tt touches our face.and could see tt the mommys really enjoyed themselves at the same time.panting a bit.it was all so gd.we rack so much fm this to that..a little worn out in between and eventually doze off at break times.hah..
evening time, lee and sid came to pick me up.they kept me in suspension where they are bringing me to and i fell in for sid says and actually believe that he really accidentally spills the beans out but hah.it was a false one.when we got there, in which was marina square..the crowd was a little too overwhelm and at the back of my mind thinking tt what's wrong with this ppl here, you shd hav seen tt scene. every fast food was crazy, lining up like buying 4D and last time when i used to work there, the crowd didn't overwhelm til this stage one also.eventually the cat was out of the bag when we reach marina square open space..my mind suddenly trigger and bang "firework".they were kinda sian lar..haha.can see their face expressions.lol.that's very sweet of ya guys..thank u so much!!it was pretty but the view we gotten were block by the trees.argghh.bump into a few poly friends.ed.rickson.grace.den took train togther with ed n rest as yong wanted to pick us up at newton.company them for supper at old changi..craps and chill but i was in off mode already.kinda bash up and doze off in yong car on the journey back hm.ps.thanks for sending us back:)
sun - i practically eat n slet all day til late evening.done grocery shopping with jamie, collin and alvin for our upcoming chalet.can't believe we were at the drink section for so long cos the whole section was really pathetic.grab the things and head back to jamie place to place the stuffs.afterwhich..company jamie friends and alvin for dinner and hm sweet.

dakota cresent

2006-08-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

Like bags of cotton candy filled up the sky above,
the voices of the kids laughter could be heard from afar
surrounded by 7 storeys high.
red candles litted along de pavement as the gentle breeze blows.
different chatters of language heard
orangle light shone brightly like a star
came by a big black smoke that filled the air
exert as can be but within, endurance is what is left of me
filtering away by faces or crowds yet the familiar surface
constaint slot, timing inaccurate
wishing time would turn fate to date
moments, snaps are only memories left
things shattered once the train is miss
cherish the slot given else regret is the word used

-dakota cresent
-11.30

wkends stories

2006-08-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

it was jocelyn last day yesterday and her mood was pretty much bubblely jumping here and there, dancing like a ballerina, smiling widelya dn i got to say that the bobs class with the children was gd!!gd luck to ya for ya upcoming job interview.all of us gonna miss working with ya and a big thank u for the bits and pieces of joys u have brought this period of time:)

met up alv, ed and jamie late in the evening to east coast.we had mac and yummy choco sundae!!the place is filled with lotsa ppl.many tents.groups of different nationality.many pretty little dogs and pups.the cyclists and the skaters.love the way they blade.am gonna learn that someday man.hee..afterwhich, we head down to the beach for the sea breeze, pose and snaps shots and talks.thanks ed for his apron n tee as a mat for us to sit on.hah.

we head down to amk S11 for the mince meat nood.it ain't tt gd as compare to the day time.heh.i tot that there were buses back to my place still since its only 12 plus but after long waiting til 1plus.my bus failed to turn up.my apology buds!!afterwhich, we took a really really long stroll up to my place, crossing below the overhead bridge illegally, airing songs as we sang and chatted here and there.harley davidson bike.many mitsubishi, subaru and other random cars race past us with loud turbo sounds.we rest at random bus stops and void deck blk as jamie and my feet were kinda sore.further down the road down, initially, i wanted to capture my sch landmark as its pretty much newly renovted but in the end i didn't as ....and at last, finally reach my place after the 2hrs plus journey walk.we stayed up til 5+ and slowly one knock out after the next.poor alv he had to talk to my rm wall.lol.

sun - woke up at 7+ to buy breakfast for grans, sis and my buds.i was praying hard that i wouldn't bump into any of my church frens as i was really underdress and the coffee shop is only next to it.

first time in my house that i had so many ppl having breakfast together at the dining table.sid and his fren joined us.and his fren sang this song really gd before he left my place.the rest stayed in my rm with random talks and thanks grans for making yummy porridge lunch for us to eat.all of us left abt 2 at my place.we company ed to wait for his bus as we are heading for baby chloe one month.she 's such a little bundle, she tilted her head to watch tv and look very much alike like the daddy.

late in the evening, joined my frens and yong taught me how to play manjong.the basic only.haah..thanks man!!and thanks for sending us back again.

beautiful

2006-08-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

i'm not longing to change the world for the beautiful.
i just want my love to be happy as its all i need for my world to be beautiful.
-alvin

in her shoes

2006-08-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

i carry your heart with me
i carry it in my heart
i'm never without it, anywhere i go
you go my dear
and whatever is done by only me
is your doing, my darling
i fear no fate
for you are my fate my sweet
i want no world
for beautiful you are my world my truth
here is the deepest secret no one knows
here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky
the tree called life
which grows higher than the sole can hope
or mind can hide
is the wonders that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart
i carry it in my heart

-in her shoes

my babysitting

2006-08-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

As much as i love being surround by childrens but it makes me realise that bringing a child out concept and staying indoors with a child makes a big different.this morning was very rushful as i overslept and had to take a cab down to tanjong katong to pick little cowin up at 10.he was so shy the minute he saw us and was clinging on with sid at the start of the journey but eventually things started to get lighten up.gave him one of js handmade grasshopper and he was happily playing with it throughout the journey down to my workplace.we did a little grocery shopping and brought sweets for him, let him join in the class with the older kids and one of my little girl kinda likes him.she was asking for permission if she could partner with cowin for the climbing station activites.awww.. but face turns black when cowin says to her that she was suppose to sit behind him not beside for the gaming activites.cowin was a little too blunt and i could see she was upset.my thank you note to Lynn for this whole thing!!if weren't for you, i don't know what am i suppose to do in the morning.heh:)had lunch with all of them, did a little catching up, went to the toy section and some older childrens starts bullying cowin but things tense down when they saw us.

we headed off to chinatown for his toys and was a little overshot to CS.well, ain't that bad as down the stretch, there's this pretty infant shop 2 storeys high, decorated simply.they had so many range esp the little princess grown kind, it makes me wanna buy.haha.properly next time when i start having my own child then i shall shop there.ha.brought for babe chloe her month birthday present too and poor lee he got to buy him the toy station as cowin kept wanting it.when we finally reach CS, you could see cowin eyes shining.he started touching, talking so much from dragons to ships and started bugging sid for that transformer.he was beaming with smiles.told lee i would think twice abt adoping.hah.left the building shortly, so they could do their shopping while i had a one to one moment with him.it wasn't that bad after all, he had a bottle of bubbles to blow, toy car to play and a camera.here are some pics he taken..

honestly i enjoyed these moment, each and every single minute of it.

he was so happily blowing it and had to bring him a distance away as there a filming going on and saw hong huifang.an elderly man from the crew side came up to me and tot that i was his mum.not only him but fews other..haha.

late in the evening we brought him to watch the ant bully and glad he likes it.we walked past road construction and he asked me some questions as i squat down watching with him.later, yong join us for dinner and we all had wanton noodles and rochor beancurd.yummy..

it was a little tiring trying to feed little cowin as he kept wanting to go home.guess he's pretty worn out but i got to say the sweets really gotten him active the entire day which really worn us out on the down side.thanks yong for driving us back to his hm and ours..a great outing with all of them.enjoy most esp the bubble seesion part but my mouth got tired.haha.love the day!!he melts me with his big innocent eyes..lol..and thanks lee for the lovely handmade box!!:)

grasshopper.ships.airplanes

2006-08-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

evening chill

2006-08-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

happy birthday js n collin

2006-08-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

sore loser

2006-08-07T12:31:00.000+08:00

it doesn't matter what you've done to me or rather you knew that things are in your winning side.i know that i don't have to derserve this treatment at all.i would eventually give in to u and don't be mistaken that i'm putting my pride down.let me tell u this and get this to ya cells.don't be up too joyous.sow what you reap.when the day comes, before you even knew it, it comes biting you back and hard.don't even let me see you there crying wolf.i hope you change for the good else when you are out in the society, things ain't always what u ask for.there's nothing more i would like to elabrate.god bless you and i pray for u that u would change for the better.

great wkends

2006-08-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

wkends been great..

on fri we head off to esplanade for caracal gig, wgb[westgrandboulevard] and another band.can't rem'ber the name thou..enjoyed every beat of it and daphae voice is soo sweet.its like all the honey bees buzzing.everything was goooodd including the big audience turnout.sid was a little shy getting up close to get her autograph..silly sid.great nite but was pretty much bash up after the whole thing plus the damn pain and the last few nights that was on going through my proj.slept throu my journey til back home.bump into my prom nite partner.gd to seeya ard:)

sat was mambo time..ali girl and i were pretty high at almost every class..we dance and sang like nobody business..esp de bobs class.we went a little wild.haha.had a tiny bubbles session and this time round i wasn't the one blowing it:)teehee..sat down with the kids and enjoy being surrounded by the bubbles with all the tiny peaks of thingy tt touches our face.and could see tt the mommys really enjoyed themselves at the same time.panting a bit.it was all so gd.we rack so much fm this to that, was a little worn out in between and eventually doze off at break times.hah..

evening time, lee and sid came to pick me up.they kept me in suspension where they are bringing me to and i fell in for sid says and actually believe that he really accidentally spills the beans out but hah.it was a false one.when we got there, in which was marina square..the crowd was a little too overwhelm and at the back of my mind, kept thinking what's wrong with this ppl here, you shd hav seen.every fast food place was crazy, the line up is like buying 4D and last time when i used to work near there, the crowd didn't overwhelm til this stage one.eventually the cat was out of the bag when we reach marina square open space..my mind suddenly trigger and bang "firework".they were kinda sian.haha.can see their face expressions.lol.thank you guys..that's very sweet of u all to bring me there!!love it=)it was pretty but the view we gotten were block by the trees.argghh.bump into a few friends.ed.rickson.grace.while waiting for ed..we went cavana to chill and after that, took train togther with ed n rest as yong wanted to pick us up at newton.company them for supper at old changi..craps and chill but i was in off mode already.feeling very tired and doze off throughout the journey back hm in yong car.ps.thanks for sending us back:)

sun - i practically eat n slept all day til late evening.went grocery shopping with jamie, collin and
alvin for de upcoming chalet for the birthday boys.YAY!!can't believe we were at the drink section for so long cos it was really really pathetic.gotten some stuffs and head back to jamie place.afterwhich..company jamie friends and alvin for dinner and hm sweet.

hello mickey

2006-08-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

time kicking moments

2006-08-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

i miss mama

2006-07-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday mama and i sat at dakota cresent playground to chit chat a while before she headed back home.we started talking about sewing, as i was really impressed by her knitting skills and slowly move the topic about the past and little childrens.the atmosphere was filled with so much screams and excitment of the little children voices as they were playing catching at the playground.both of us beam with smiles as we watched them running about.reminded me back of the days whereby my cousins and my old neighbour khakis used to play so often and our moms will be busy chattng up..haha.got to say the playground back then seems to be more fun compare to the plastic ones rite now.i miss the sands, rubber tyre, swings, wooden see-saw, triangle house with slides that was made of clement.how i wish there's still a place in sg tt exists like tt...ohh..and if you know there's any place like that, drop me a mail.:)

the man

2006-07-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

i sat back at the sofa and noticed a elderly man wheel in a elderly woman in with tubes ard her nose.every gestures of the man attempting and attention spent for her never fails.at almost every min or two helping her to wipe her mouth , whispering close to her trying his best juz to make her smile.it's indeed very sweet.its like the scene of every starting of relationship..but theirs holds a different level of lovelyness.if ever one day, whether in sickness or am bounded by anything..i hope the man be right by my side loving and cheering me on.hee

big hugs to grans and mom for accompanying me today.and thanks daddy for fetching us today!!

news of the day : i was in the kitchen helping them to cut garlic.

kaikai lele

2006-07-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

mr chew brought us to see kaikai lele after our presentation.both darlings are utterly cute.some snappy sessions along and lele keeps closing his eyes whenever we stop at the count of 3.hah.so funny.after that, mr chew drove us to clementi mrt and brought kai kai to see doc.took a train down and walk ard at boon lay.kinda feel so ulu ulu being there thou..after that, on the journey back home, we were stuck at the junction before the expressway for abt 20mins.no idea what's going on out there as we were sitting at the back of the double deck bus.all we could see were lta ppl trying to block off the road and a police car.pretty a tiring day..

untitled

2006-07-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

mama came over the wkends to stay with us.i was a little surprise yet feeling very happy.its been a long time since she last came.thanks alvin for accompanying me to get the cakes at pine garden yesterday.at breakfast table today, my mom, grans and me ate and chat a bit before i headed off to sch.it feels nice being with grans.unexplainable feeling...humm

evening time..sid n lee drop by at my place.i was in shock as they din tell in advance tt they were coming.i look so damn kuku lar cos at tt time i was in and out of the kitchen helping grans to take out all the dishes and such.lee brought vitC for me and sid gotten my craving food..thank you so muchie buds!!

shades of orange, pink and purple

2006-07-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

i stand by my balcony alone watching the sky above me filled with shades of orange, pink and purple.it was lovely.great beauty.till dawn finally reaches...

i wonder how many of us spent a little time to notice such things each passing day..maybe try squeezing just a little time out of your tight schedule to relax and enjoy the wonder of nature it can bring.

pic above only been edited at the bottom.that participlar day was how the skies look like -04/28

splashing water, sandy beach, sunny sun

2006-07-23T11:08:00.000+08:00

splashing water , sandy beach, sunny sun, beautiful scenery, open sea, all clasps into one..simply loving it.

tt's how my sunday started off.

i lovvveee the cable car ride esp but hate the long waiting as there were too many tourists.anyway..the view up in the mid air was superb plus my all time fav curise ship virgo was park there*beams plus a ride up to mount faber too.had a little chill out session with a tourist fm Egypt, his name is ahmad joined together with sophia and more snaps along.

as time was still early, we headed off to palawan beach to chill out abit but the weather was "gd" enough to burn up our skin, hence off to the dophin lagoon shortly and jolly well wait for the performance to start.the dophins put out a gd performance but a part of me feels ke lian for them.ain't sure how to put it ..anyway, to our last stop - underwater world!!this place pretty reminded me much back to my old pri sch days.i miss sch excusions.so fun and brings back lotsa happy moments.and u know the 3D white shark??IT IS still there for like 10 years plus and counting!!lol..omy.we circlular continuously for 3 times underneath all the big fishes, sharks, divers, blah blah, partly due to the overwhelm of tourists and picture snaps.been a great and pleasant wkend!!beams with smiles..

Happiness

2006-07-19T13:13:00.000+08:00

Every day, passion speaks to us through our feelings. that's why when you allow yourself to become anesthetized by what others think, you literally block yourself from living the life you were called to live. I promise you that if you make a choice that doesn't please your mate, your friends, your mother, or whoever, the world will not fall apart -- the people who truly love you want you to love yourself. and as you become clearer about who you really are, you'll be better able to decide what is best for you -- the first time around.

Oprah Winfrey

What is your happiness today?

Happy Birthday Leong

2006-07-19T10:07:00.000+08:00

my wkends

2006-07-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

met up really late in the evening as most of us had things in the noon.went marketing with my parents at geylang and bedok.makan at boon keng and head off to the flea.they had loads of nice vintage items - ranges fm clocks, watches, lighters, action figures..de list goes on.one word - pretty.gotten a vintage watch..thanks lee!!had yummy wanton at sunshine plaza and brought them for the rochor beancurd which i haven't had in a long time.hah.bump into jo and yea..crap a lot.the topic was abt roads mostly..hah.den we head over to PS mos burger and bump into the cos-play gp n gene..lee was saying tt gene and us were only a level diff and somemore we were smsing earlier on.hah.headed off hm quickly as i brought back some beancurd for my family to eat.yummy!!

my sat
am glad to be back at work finally after 3 long wks thou i was feelin a little unwell and my best to keep a distance fm all the kids.yesterday effah moves really surprises us.she came sitting on my lap and for 3 repeating cycle, i had to lift her up and place her to the hula hoop area to play with the lummi sticks.normally she's a little shy and always run up to her daddy.arghh..i felt really bad abt the whole thing and knew they were watching me but i guess they would understand..

SI was at my workplace too.the screams reaches to my place which is pretty much secluded in can be heard so clearly with their loud and insanity voices.nina girl came into class and in her kiddish accent, she said "SI is here and my parents going to watch later" ..the way she addresses her phrase was adorably cute.hah.had small talks with the parents and thank you each of you for ur concern and the laughter ya brought up.hee and too had little bubbles time moments.watching them gazing and "dancing" ard just makes me want to be part of it too.

met up with my buds at marina.am so sorry that i'm so late again!!we had carl's junior, bump into edwin, martin and jason, took snappys, head over to esplanade but the place is kinda overwhelm as Baybeats event is going on.back to marina and to suntec.had a pre-mini b'celebration at the kids section level 3.walk over to this open space place.the view is pretty nice up there surrounded by tall building while we sat down one side, pop moments like these sweets and laughed over the wrapper illustration.bus ride hm.thanks for the company bud!!the view of the moon was pretty at monfront and the road down my place.void deck talks. and hm sweet!had an enjoyable evening:)

woman of times that will be greatly missed

2006-07-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

if only i could see you even thou i knew you wouldn't recognise me.if only i could hold your hands to tell you how my heart felt within.but all these fell apart and collapse within this midst that non of us want to be in.even for the one last time i had failed to complete

Prayer For Families -Caracal

And if you only knew how much they sacrificed each day
All the pain they take just to brighten up your day
The least you could do was to ask if they're okay
Take care,
Take care...

I love you,
You will forever have a place in my heart.
And I hope that I have a place in yours.
And when you die I'll hold you in my arms
I'll stay with you wherever you may go.

Walking home the ones you love
Make ammends just for you
The sun will rise again there will
Be another spring I feel
Like we're little children
Holding each others hands
and spinning round and round to this
Hoping, wishing
This will never end.

This will never end.
This will never end.
This will never end.
Wishing this will never end.

heavy heart

2006-07-14T12:22:00.000+08:00

To where you are -josh groban

Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration
Can it be (? )
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn’t faith believing
All power can’t be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
’cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are

I know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are

dragging down my heavy heart.one's life gone.low immunity.things seeems dyfunctional.what on earth is happening.putting on maskes we put forth to look good yet deep within we knew it isn't what we wanted it to be.heart stab.moments that was filled with joys even mths ago just seems so yesterday in a flick, it never brought these back anymore.like the way things dated back.the great cookings that was superb, that filled everyone's tummy.the smiles to lighten up a day.it seems now so faded out of blue.the careless wind that blew gently went mist in this darkness.

she

2006-07-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

i know there's no use pondering what i've make through the call earlier but my mind runs through so fast like a snip of it that i could barely catch up anymore.i know that the truth is always one thing to justify it and it slaps hard enough but i barely could face such sudden truth now.time is always ticking through, the card that i'm holding are tears of saddness and sorrows.i do not know what can i do nor what can i help through this period of time and much regretted that i din afford my time to visit her.to be strong and upright abt this whole matter really takes a lot to pick oneself up.the homecooked she made whenever i'm there, the pamperish she pour on me. i once remembered izah told me that she treated me like her own ..tt day within me jus felt something in which i could not explain but sadly, we couldn't understand each lauguage and both of us spoke a lauguage of hand signs which seems rather funny but somehow, this has brought us closer to each other. it's hard losing someone dear in my life.i do not want to lose her neither do i want to see her suffering right in there.i pray the good lord will bless her through this battle.

life is so short, so fragile and so unexpectly unpredicable.cherish ur love ones ppl.we never know when the times comes..or probably when will the pain strikes.

my story

2006-07-12T14:45:00.000+08:00

i watched my life go by each min.the root of pain kills endlessly to the nerves of joints that it seems forever endless to end the story.wishing life was somehow simplier, in hopes the road ahead would be a blissful one ahead, enjoying a sip of hot cocoa with gd ambience surrounds, blowing tiny little bubbles embracing the fun moments, flying a kite in a big open field or even taking rounds in a cable car, but life is unpredictable.everything seems undetermine fm the start of the root.pillar of strength has never leaves me neither does my faith.tears or fears might have left a mark of scars behind but i believe that one determination will fight through this battle.my grateful thanks to those who has been through prayers and hanging on with me.thank u

my morning walks

2006-07-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

this is where and when the months of march, april and june has taken on the journey with my dad and me.capturing and embracing each day like these are indeed rare moments kept within.its been almost each and every single morning, my dad and i would brisk walk ard, exploring diff places else we would be tuning in to 95FM, blasting, giggling and laughing loudly over what the flying dutchman and glenn ong got to say or sometimes we would be laying back down reading the newspapers/mag.it's such a great day to start before anything else starts later.badly miss these great times, enjoying the cool morning breeze, the morning sunrise, the big trees, the unknown big scope viewing that was foc to view the big ships, the tiny squirrel that loves running up and down the ropes, the big ants off the edge of the kurb, the different flock of birds that seems to dance endlessly in the sky, the black cat that fightens me off whenever we are near in that wooden ship spot, the morning taiji ppls we sees, the cyclist that always beat us down that slope, the ang-mo lady with her big dog which i love so much whom also never fails to greet us good morning, the red bricks storeys and british houses i love whenever you drove past, the spot where u've taught me to capture shots and angle my position, ur enlightening stories sharing, there was so much things running through my mind..i really do cherished these times with you dad.when my wks are finally nearing, i know that i wouldn't be able to chill out often.its these simple things that starts off my day leaving me beaming up with smiles.thank u and i love ya daddy!!

outing here we come

2006-07-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

went to sembawang in the late noon to meet up our gd fren teo n even brought a surprise toy car which we bet he would loves so much.ha..well..things didn't go as plan..teo isn't well enough and hence we headed to chinatown for the flee market thingy.the rain drops keeps falling endlessly and by the time poor lee came, everything is closing up.sid brought us to have chicken rice in which was very gd.but didn't had much as it was kinda oily.our plans was to head to sid old place first and after which go mac n head hm straight but ended up..all of us overslept and land at chua chu kang for godsake.how nice..

at sid old place - the architecture of each individual building was greatly done with much details as we stroll down the many lovely and pretty houses down the stretch of road.the atmosphere back there was prefectly nice.heading back fm where we came fm, we came across two big dogs, harry and sam.they were so cute that it was so irrestiable to have a pic with them.but harry was too busy sniffing lee..hah.

we met up two of lee frens.very nice and jovial ppl to hang out with as we randomly talk fm topics to topics at serene centre mac.thanks to the driver for the car ride back and yet too another driver whom drove me ard my area for about 2 rounds, quite steady n fast, the feels is pretty nice.hah..enjoyed my evening!!

the 1 2 5 pose

2006-07-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

some hilarious moments we had while heading back to our blk after lunch time, posing and laughing throu.the toilit moments..the 1, 2, 5 alvin posing..its all for pure time fun.

my sunday

2006-07-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

this is my sunday - lying and sleeping almost the entire day throu late evening.anyways when the moment felt right, gotten my bums off, headed to church and done some slight editing here and there to the pics taken.this reminds me of some hilarious moments back..it was a great chill out night, it was simple and most of all..we enjoyed each other company.sitting, lazing ard, watching ppl pass you by, mind seems at ease thou what life seems to have gotten us through this period of time.well..all thanks to that stupid cafferine we drank..hah and am glad that the martini fever was finally long gone.

2006-07-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

yet another performance perform and i had to praise a vacant affair performance was so gd.the drummer, the guitarists, the singer are simply awesome.live bands performance is a blast but of cos they have to be good!!ha..enjoyed every beat of it till the last..wish there's another night like this again to enjoy!!

my martini night

2006-07-01T02:11:00.000+08:00

yup..last nite band was very very gd.the audience is fantatic and the most happening thing was even aunties and uncles are supporting them..you could really see everyone enjoying themselves so much plus donating money to the children cancer funds!!in the midst of the performance, a tourist fm uk came to collerbrate with them to do a short performance..we ain't sure what he was trying to sing but i must say it all pulled off so well!!been a really great evening plus some catching up with old friends over coffee talks.wanna congrats the band for having a record.can't wait for it to come out to store...local music is gd.do support!!cacaral rox!!

suntec tower 2

2006-06-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

my church frens

2006-06-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

Bro confirmation

2006-06-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

NSEW Food Hunt

2006-06-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

HIHS orientation

2006-06-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

back to sch for fypj..task one- 4 days orientation with holy high students.

jes 20th birthday

2006-06-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

screen shot

2006-06-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

yess..it was my last day at my attachment place.seriously..till now i've no idea who logged in my computer and wrote these things but still..it feels kinda creepy man.haha. i was in and out of my room so couldn't know who did it still...humm

attachment farwell

2006-06-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

farewell lunch @orange lantern

2006-06-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

we went to orange lantern for angelo and mine farewell lunch.the food wasn't tt bad and i enjoyed the chedol drink loads.thanks all the cps for the lunch man.gonna miss ya all much!!

last 2nd day in toilit C

2006-06-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

sakura buffet

2006-05-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

lydia farewell

2006-05-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

journey

2006-05-17T16:31:00.000+08:00

walking down the coast line surrounded by greeny surroundings, clear blue sky and the sound of waves splashes in. the port seems to be been never ending busy, faces have never been more than familier, droplets flows endlessly, the laughter and passion that was seen throu eyes. sometimes simplicity makes things seems rather perfect but yet to say not all things last a lifetime. moments of this shd hav felt great but it seems it was pulling away..journeying back to where it all started fm road, a kind soul lifted up some help along the way.

thank you kind soul for the journey back
god bless you:)
i'm very grateful and thankful thou it was least a 5 mins journey back here.

downtown east

2006-05-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

nights out chill

2006-05-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

pan pacific moon

2006-05-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday April's

2006-04-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday April's

Hello sunshine sunday

2006-04-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

all classes today are throbbing with energy.my colleague and i are loving enjoying every min of it..simply great!!both parents and childrens are super spontaneous, making the whole atmosphere filled with excitement..cosy..blah blah..the feel is so nice one class after one.at the end of the day..we were kinda drain but still head off happily to TM to walk ard and chill.i met one of her fren and she simply make me melt[not only me]..haha.her beauty, her smile and her sparkling eyes makes to a whole package of what i call charming.a real stunner indeed!!

after that KL n nette came to fetch me to downtown east.happy birthday romeo.haha.grown up leh..may ya be blessed with wisdom, wiser and lucks in everything you do!!haha..den sabo begins with his elder bro..den philip came with pails filled with water and syrup.den jimmy gp went spraying head to toe with wat i call those christmas sprays..so like snowman.after that another fren of his also kanna sabo but slightly better off.the whole scene is super funny.after they sang song for the 2nd birthday boy and while making his wish, 1 pail of water came splashing down on him fm the 2 storey.the whole place is filled with laughter.everything is seen best fm the audience view..it darn funny!!

brokeback movie

2006-04-06T11:22:00.000+08:00

last nite my neighbour and i had the most dreading movie ever watched.i was trying my best to hang on awake and watch the finale of the ending while my bud properly gotten bored and went gaming and popping in n out of the room to watch bits of it..to wrap it up..this wasn't our kind of shows..too gayyy..too..blah blah..arghh..shd have watched america sweetheart again!!

random emails

2006-04-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

i was randomly checking my uncheck mail and found this email 2 years ago tt was send to me on 04Mar2004..haha.kinda long to open this mail but anyway here's a story to share...

I feel sure that if you read this you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now.

A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law and four-year-old grandson. The old man’s hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred and his step faltered.

The family ate together at the table but the elderly grandfather’s shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass milk spilled on the tablecloth.The son and daughter-in-law became unhappy with the mess. “We must do something about Grandfather,” said the son. I don’t like this spilled milk, noisy eating and food on the floor.

The husband and wife then set a small table in the corner. There Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner at the dining-table. Since Grandfather had broken a plate or two his food was served in a wooden bowl.When the family glanced in Grandfather’s direction they noticed he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled food.The four-year-old watched it all in silence.

One evening, before supper, the father noticed his son playing with wood scraps on the floor. He asked the child sweetly, “What are you making?”Just as sweetly, the boy responded, “Oh, I am making a little bowl for you and Mama to eat your food in when I grow up.” The four-year-old smiled and went back to work.

The words so struck the parents that they were speechless. Tears then started to stream down their cheeks. Though no word was spoken both knew what must be done.That evening the husband took Grandfather’s hand and gently led him back to the family table. For the remainder of his days he ate every meal with the family and for some reason, neither husband nor wife seemed to care any longer when a fork was dropped, milk spilled or the tablecloth soiled.

On a positive note: I’ve learned that no matter what happens and how bad it seems today life does go on and it will be better tomorrow.Life sometimes does give you a second chance.Regardless of your relationship with your parents you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life.

There is more……..You can tell a lot about a person by the way he handles three things: a rainy day, lost luggage and tangled Christmas tree lights.You shouldn’t go through life with a baseball mitt on both hands – you need to throw something back.

If you pursue happiness it will elude you but if you focus on family, friends, the needs of others and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you.

Making a “living” is not the same as making a “life”.

When we decide things with an open heart we usually make the right decision.When I have pain I don’t need to be one.

Everyday you should reach out and touch someone.People love that human touch – holding hands, a friendly pat on the back or a warm hug.

We all still have a lot to learn.

good preformance, birthday party & good companionships

2006-04-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

I love my evening, it was indeed a break free relax atmosphere for today. I headed off to my friend sister orchestra performance. It?s been a long time since I went like 3 - 4years..blah..haha. I got to praise that their percussion group has done a terrific job. It?s one of the best to date I?ve seen. And too, simply love the guzheng ensemble. It?s so nice and brings back loads of memories of my days back then. I miss plucking the whole 21strings man!! on whole..i enjoyed every min of it:)

Later we headed off to et 21st @ downtown east..poor et kanna sabo. guess I counted myself lucky to escape throu that part..hehe. thanks kl for sending me back.

LobbyC cuise snaps

2006-03-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

mountfaber2

2006-03-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

tribute

2006-03-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

habourfront chilling

2006-03-28T08:21:00.000+08:00

lobby C toilit view snaps

2006-03-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

lobby C toilit view snaps2

2006-03-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

sunrise fm de expressway

2006-03-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

mount faber

2006-03-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

mar birthdays!!

2006-03-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

Philip 21st birthday

2006-03-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

marine square chill

2006-03-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

sentosa tanning with jes

2006-03-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

coffee talk on ash wed

2006-03-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

Today is ash wednesday.met up with a couple of my church buddies n after mass, we went for a slight supper at the plaza.we had our small talks n found out some surprising things done by a fren of mine...anyway.its over..just hope this person know where to draw the line ba.aha!!

happy feb's day

2006-02-28T23:55:00.001+08:00

this mth started out with nette n kl 21st at changi.had loads of fun playing random games..blocks stack up[like UNO] but its a diff version.more to truth or dare tt kind..also played saint or sinner n ending off with india poker.the last game was so funny n good..each of us has to place our cards on our forehead n only others are allow to see.romeo was the most suay one even after swapping places with me..haha.after tt..davin n i headed off for supper at geylang.din know it's so happening even at 1plus 2??haha..its like orchard road peak hour man!hah.the frog leg porridge was gd but kinda ex.

went MOS n celebrated jamie birthday at midnite with her frens.mos is so pack with tons of ppl.dun really like cum all the loud music n such.my frens n i left mos shortly n went out chilling near the riverside bridge.we did funny actions n stuffs..it was so much fun.haha.the following day..aaron is off to australia for studies.dude..take great care man!we will all miss u..

lastly..wishing all febs a faboulous birthday!!

bon vonage aaron

2006-02-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

gp gathering @Clarke Quay

2006-02-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

@changi bungalow

2006-02-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Jeanette

2006-02-06T14:26:00.000+08:00

..[Happy Birthday Jeanette]..

Thank You all for coming

2006-01-22T09:09:00.000+08:00

Thank you all for coming to my 21st birthday.Thank you for all the lovely presents you all have given, all the blessings..ya presence..love ya all..big hugs!And a BIG THANK YOU to my dearest Cousin for dolling me up{smuaccks}..my aunts for the gifts..the dress given by a great buddy of mine{i love it}..Mun Keat for all the great photos he has taken..thank you each n everyone of u for making it such a memorable one for me n taking your time off.n i want to apologise for those whom i neglected esp irene,jay,etc.

happy new year

2006-01-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone !!

Take this time to love, understand and cherish the people around you..have a blessed year ahead:)

break-free wkends

2005-12-31T13:05:00.000+08:00

this is indeed my very first rare wkend that i'm so break-free away fm work!! but got to admit that i really miss my colleagues n the kids much. it'll be abt a wk more b4 i could see them again.i miss working out with them. i'm a lazy bum when it comes to exercise but with them..its a whole lot of diff story.it 's soo much fun..jumping up n down..running abt..playing duck duck goose or quack quack mew..singing performances ..its draining ..its hilarious ..you get silly expressions ..funny actions ..surprises ..brilliant ideas n most importantly is everyone enjoyed themselves throughout the session thou it lasts for 1 n a half hour!!yea..sometimes we do drag a little..hehe..main priority- everyone happy and us having a sense of satisfication instead of the negative.haha..can't wait for my wkends to come!!i miss ya all

chill out

2005-12-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

this evening i was at Field gig..it totally rocks n his band played awesomely well.every beat of it, just kinda make ya wanna dance along with it..simply great n was indeed a good break away fm all the stuffs. After tt we headed down to town to hav our dinner..it was a rare chill out session with him, yao n my neighbour cum de beef noodles we had was gd.yea..i know i wasn't suppose to eat tt today..hehe..temptation:x overall it was gd..with little secrets exposed n unheard stories..quite an enlightment evening sum up:]

wkends

2005-11-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

the wkends hasn't been all well..kinda adjusting to it still and not loving sundays at all mostly.the problem lies with my gastric and the time slot i've been given to work at.every sun waking up in the wee morning n den hurry hm to catch up some slp, eats n leaves hm before 11.30 till i knock off in the evening.n there goes my sun for an awful goodness.well..just another wk and i could be finally free!!

yesterday at my workplace, there were some stalls setup for the peranakan fest and happen to see this nicely sewn white + red seq bag done by the Kebayalah.it was a 1 item only n cost an awesome price abt 80bucks even after discount.bang..i was in awe to tempations but seriously..$80 its kinda really ex but it was soo niceee..my parents would properly nag at me for buying this but to reconsider again.its does have it flaws -firstly the bag is cloth in white, n this means tt it will be easily be dirty.secondly, i can't bring it out for all occasions..even to my workplace cos bags are all place on the floor.kinda having the feelin 'shrugs'..well..looking forward for the coming wkend again to see if they have any other designs..ha. later in the evening, i drop by at davin place for a casual visit as well to pass him some stuffs.had small conversations here and there..and his puppy is soo naughty n playful.biting me..i was even wondering if the puppy was teething..lol..the evening rounded off quite all rite yet carrying a side of heavy heart.wishing it wasn't tt painful...

radio silent

2005-11-18T18:49:00.000+08:00

sorry for the radio silent over here these mths..

there's certain times i wanna blog in but due to laziness cum not sure how to express out my feels, i therefore decided to juz chuck it a side..heh.

sch reopen a wk ago ++ n glad to meet everyone back.but within this time range, certain unhappiness issues brought forth.seeking for understanding of ppl welfare n know that each of us has a own pride of its own, regardless of a lady or a guy.words could hurt someone.anyway, life goes on yet carrying a heavy heart on to load.time will heal but its the scars that will never fade.i miss the good old days back then....

nasu matsuri

2005-08-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

was over at the japanese festival last sat with my friends. thou it was a little boring as most of my friends were dancing away with the japanese ppl and catching goldfish..hum..well..at least i had my company with spen..walking ard n snapping pics.ohh..and i simply loveee the small kids running n walking ard in their kimono. it was soo cute.

month of may

2005-05-31T19:27:00.000+08:00

my apology to readers for my inconsistant blogging.

this month itself been slacky till assignment was given during my last 2 wks of my break.ain't that bad but am still rushing to get it done.

sch reopen yesterday and it was great meeting up my classmates and strangly, the only person i didn't get to see was dickson in lect hall.anyway..the back of my mind tot that he might skip and get to see him in the nxt lesson but nooo, to my surprise..he was transfer to another course.new dept.man...gonna be missing ya ard in class for some crappy conversations and chill out.nevertheless, congrats ya in de course ya always wanted..jia you!

nite out @ esplanade

2005-04-28T15:03:00.000+08:00

nerves boiling

2005-04-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

such a gloomy day ending.i was at my senior 21st birthday and rated off as rather boring.not going to executed much painstaking numerous parts or details but in short, hated the spot of scene i'm in and de tummy ache i gotten.i headed to yishun later, to therefore should have met someone but o well..wth..the bus in the interchange was long enough to kill the long lining humans and getting a msg to go home??and hence yet another when i was approaching to reach de highway.godsake..ya never know how the hell fuck pissed am i.prehaps it was my bloody pms.yes...i was in yishun till 2330 for your information.and your goddamn last msg has driven me to my graveyard.thanks!

ps..thou i have said i din like the area of ur environment, it doesn't means that over my dead body i wouldn't even go there.

tots*toapayoh

2005-04-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

Pope John Paul II

2005-04-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

his holiness

2005-04-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

exactly a wk ago ..Father Henry Siew broke the news of Our Late John Paul de II [Karol Wojtyla] has pass died during the homily in church. It was the 2nd Sunday of Easter sun, 3April 2005.

sat, 2 April 2005 in Rome

Everyday.. news channels were reporting, millions ard the world watches, mourn, shed tears, prays, lighting of candles and pay their respect at St Peter Square. masses in sg was held in memories of his holiness and the deeds he had done.

he was deeply remembered by all ard the world..all religion and all races. all whom he have spoke, touch, enlighten by his ways.. the strength of us.
A man with great wisdom leads the catholic church by his great faith and charisma he had. we love and miss you much dearly.

afternoon treats

2005-04-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

au revoir

2005-03-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of french class cum our test and yesh..matter of factly, i'm going to miss my magnificent awesomely teacher mr yannick for sure. a fine looking man without a doubt.lean.brown hair.gentlemanly and words beyond descriptions.yea...we had our au revoir and in replied salut and happy holidays in french in which i didn't understand until i made a pt to ask.for i remembered on the last few classes back den..he said something but sort of regretting not asking.o well.

*REFLECTed-

sometimes have you been in a situation that you wished you don't want to be nor you don't want to do even...even just a simple task which really got ya mad and drilling?or probably things you have never want to do yet just to please the other party?when situation crisis arised or in times you wished you could share your bundle of joys with someone yet they are not there knowing that you have none to share with it abt?on downside, there's no one.or properly that someone you wished that you have spoken to even?have you felt that the things you have said applied on others yet not on yourself?have you ever considered someone feelings how they really felt within and not abt yourself or others have to say to justify their rights against?why are promises made in the first place in which at the end of the day it seems empty?reflect back and yesh.reflection are made and in times gearing up its bad thus neither to say, tolerating is also bad for one's person health.bullshiting and craps pls stay out.none of these.thank you

thus.to the person close within a few hundreds meters away.thank you for tolerating my retardness.i shall see you tmol.

Shield Rune
the only way for u to be free is to be yourself, truly be yourself and know that other ppl's view is not important
i know it may sound easier than done
but once tat u realise tat the reasons that causes you to feel this way are not worth it...especially pleasing others
tat is the 1st step of happiness

"If you are lost there is always this back of mine to lean on"

thank you rune.love ya buddy!love ya cherubim and benevolent.ya da my sunshine and foo* and widdys!muacks*

2005-03-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

i woke up this morning unwilling and the tension wanting to get back to my bed, tucking in my quilt and gathering all my pillows and hugging it. yesh...i did it for a ample of time for 45mins and finally get myself scram out. met my jiemeiz and came along justin. the morning maths tutorial got me totally in disguisement of myself. almost half of the formulas and methods seems like a stranger to me. exam are in 2 wks time and plan scheme of studying haven't got in any way.in the late evening, as today is mordy [spelling error i think] thursday before Good Friday, met a couple of my church mates. the legions, some from the alterboys..my kindergarden mates parents..etc.moses sat beside and hey..hope ya get well real soon!! mass was good for entire 1 and a half.it's more to a peace of mind and matters in my mind seems to drift off. the choir sang, washing of feet, the entire church was filled with tons of ppls, the body of christ, etc..too much things surrounds.just love this entire evening and it was so good that i wish time didn't pass so fast.my dad came later and joined us at the procession all the way to the sch. it was so niceeee. now, how i wish i could go ard and do church's visiting if i had a licence to drive the whole island.it would be so much fun seeing different churches.hee..guess nxt year den.haha.to end it off..the evening was simply enlighting and lovely.

2005-03-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

2005-03-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

a day of bloating our tummys with yummy food at ramen and and a scrumptious mango cake that got us all drooling*big grin*. everyone had a big portion of the cake and happily digging in. Happy Birthday JunHao. A year older ..may your wisdom grow stronger, and be blessed in every way in god's presence. in between of waiting and after food, my jiemeiz, jh and i were revising our comm skills common test. honestly, there's too much things to take note and all i could, was to absorb some facts that could relate to it by real life. pathetic. during the test in lect theater.. some questions i knew but couldn't think of the ans to filled it in. it was all the role playing names that i messed it up and lastly the last section of the paper. day ended ain't much pleasing but i guess faith will lead on.

2005-03-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i last blog thou i had serveral attempts to, previously.

anyway..i woke up the start of the day at 6am, prepare myself and went breakfast with sid before he starts his offical day to serve the country.

as for the day, my french role play was much..well..nervously involve. i beat badly within and thus forgetting my lines. A big thanks to Mr Yannick for letting me go on the second try and my french mates who have help me out. smiles! The second test on ASP wasn't good either. Surprising indeed, we ought to separate desks fm each other despite the diff papers we gotten. well..blame it on laziness or so watever the reasons i have to the answer for, but least the things i remembered should gotten me some questions off. Thanks JunHao.

today ain't pleasing for a day. snaps and stabs and sometimes it seems rather off beaten dead than to have waking up hell to death. wishing at the end of the day, there's someone whom can talk to then being be shut off completely.

god loves everyone. you and you and you ..whoever that is reading this. just be blessed to know your identity and blessed in every ways. high lows obstacles comes and coping may be one of the hardest things to do but yet..its a passing mark to go. FAITH!

2005-02-12T01:25:00.000+08:00

something i done up when i got bored over cny.

2005-02-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

sunset @ punggol along with mk

killin physically

2005-02-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

rushes rushes...its killing since yesterday. couldn't slp de entire nite n despite de so called powder bath i had...it got slightly much better but still ended up the square one. killin killin

2005-01-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

.twozero.

gusting within

2005-01-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

today onwards, no wonder what hits hard against, i'm gonna live it up and embrace it through. no matter what circumtances comes, i'm living up to something to pull me forth and smiling to the fullest of each day knowing that i can n having the faith within. God, guide me through in this journey.amen

hello 2005.goodbye 2004

2005-01-01T13:26:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone.May Your Year Be A Fruitful One with Happiness..Joys..Wishes Come True..cum +++..many smiles ppl.enjoy!!! ^^

Memories of 2004

2004-12-31T13:20:00.000+08:00

Legionaries the new gen and de old never be forgetton

2004-12-31T13:18:00.001+08:00

old friends that never dies...

2004-12-31T13:18:00.000+08:00

rock on 06

2004-12-31T13:17:00.002+08:00

the joys and memories of working with each of them